1. |
first love
03:46
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Felt it in the way you didn’t text
In the way you held my hair back
And the way you got undressed
I want to be the girl that you could like
But always liking never loving
Starts to hurt when giving back
I’m sick of playing first love
And coming in the last place
I think I need a change-up
If somebody wants me
Tell me there's a way that I could be
Someone's favourite without lying
To seem more interesting
I’m upset so I’m sleeping in my clothes
Dunno why I choose to do it
When I’m choosing to be gross
I’m sick of playing first love
And coming in the last place
I think I need a change-up
If somebody wants me
Found it in a pool of shallow water
In a rock that I turned over
As I was looking at the dirt
A seashell with a mirrored kind of surface
And I felt a little purpose
As I was looking back at me
I’m sick of playing first love
And coming in the last place
I think I need a change-up
I think I need to like me
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2. |
fooling interlude
00:44
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3. |
fooling
03:34
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Her hands shake
They never do that
I felt it
Come up my stomach
Comedic relief
If we weren’t laughing
We’d be crying
Laugh myself to sleep
Oh who am I kidding
I’ll be crying
Who am I fooling for
Who am I fooling
Who am I fooling for
Who am I fooling
Not used to
being the carer
Dunno how you’ve
always done it
There's a use for me
I’ll call granny
I’ll take the bins out
Hands like a lady
I’m old forever
Everyway now
Who am I fooling for
Who am I fooling
Who am I fooling for
Who am I fooling
Twenty twos never felt so bad
I’ve got eggshells in my pockets
They break when I sit down, so I
Wash my jeans everyday
But they never get quite clean
I’m in a perpetual cycle of doing laundry
I crack a joke so my songs don’t seem so sad
So no one walks out of my show
Or I upset my dad, anymore
A little humour never hurt anyone
But It maybe stops some things from being
Said or being done
Who am I fooling for
Who am I fooling
Who am I fooling for
Who am I fooling
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4. |
departure party
03:28
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Took the day off no one knew
Couldn’t focus and I cried
Looked the landlord up and I
Burnt his house down in my mind
Fantasizing about a gang
Meeting at the creamery
They got no homes to go to
And nothing to lose
And nothing to lose
It’s feeling kinda cruddy
And it’s feeling kind of fine
You don’t have to worry if you’re out in time
It’s never gonna happen if you keep on moving on
Just keep telling myself that i’m not the one
They sold the place we used to dance
Changed the locks I’ve got a key
I can’t even host a party in my house
It’s too loud
It’s feeling kinda cruddy
And it’s feeling kind of fine
You don’t have to worry if you’re out in time
It’s never gonna happen if you keep on moving on
Just keep telling myself that i’m not the one
There’s no space for anyone
So everyone just moves away
I miss my friends I miss my dog
I miss the times that I stayed home
But whats the point in looking back
So we just look at whats to come
I think its looking pretty good
Depending on how I wake up
It’s feeling kinda cruddy
And it’s feeling kind of fine
You don’t have to worry if you’re out in time
It’s never gonna happen if you keep on moving on
Just keep telling myself that i’m not the one
That I’m not the one
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5. |
sugar water interlude
00:19
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6. |
sugar water
05:59
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Theres a beach with white rocks
I never been to it before
I’m feeling pretty new here
But I am from here
I like that part
Of being from somewhere small
You find something new and
It’s so exciting
I fell in love
And smoked more than I should
My heart and lungs were hot
And one of them felt good
Caught up in caught out
Insides coming through
First time in my life
I couldn’t keep a lie
There’s sugar in the water
Here I was thinking
It would never get better
My hand pulled closer
Save the feeling
Of being under
Strange to think
Of outsides coming in
Awards for bravery
Don’t mean anything
Trophy cabinet
Full of what could be
I never won anything
I wanted to win everything
There’s sugar in the water
Here I was thinking
It would never get better
My hand pulled closer
Save the feeling
Of being under
I feel I won everything
I feel I won everything
I feel I won everything
I feel I won everything
There’s sugar in the water
Here I was thinking
It would never get better
My hand pulled closer
Save the feeling
Of being under
There’s sugar in the water
Here I was thinking
It would never get better
My hand pulled closer
Save the feeling
Of being under
Sugar in the water
Here I was thinking
It would never get better
My hand pulled closer
Save the feeling
Of being under
There’s sugar in the water
Here I was thinking
It would never get better
My hand pulled closer
Save the feeling
Of being under
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