Felt it in the way you didn’t text In the way you held my hair back And the way you got undressed I want to be the girl that you could like But always liking never loving Starts to hurt when giving back I’m sick of playing first love And coming in the last place I think I need a change-up If somebody wants me Tell me there's a way that I could be Someone's favourite without lying To seem more interesting I’m upset so I’m sleeping in my clothes Dunno why I choose to do it When I’m choosing to be gross I’m sick of playing first love And coming in the last place I think I need a change-up If somebody wants me Found it in a pool of shallow water In a rock that I turned over As I was looking at the dirt A seashell with a mirrored kind of surface And I felt a little purpose As I was looking back at me I’m sick of playing first love And coming in the last place I think I need a change-up I think I need to like me

Her hands shake They never do that I felt it Come up my stomach Comedic relief If we weren’t laughing We’d be crying Laugh myself to sleep Oh who am I kidding I’ll be crying Who am I fooling for Who am I fooling Who am I fooling for Who am I fooling Not used to being the carer Dunno how you’ve always done it There's a use for me I’ll call granny I’ll take the bins out Hands like a lady I’m old forever Everyway now Who am I fooling for Who am I fooling Who am I fooling for Who am I fooling Twenty twos never felt so bad I’ve got eggshells in my pockets They break when I sit down, so I Wash my jeans everyday But they never get quite clean I’m in a perpetual cycle of doing laundry I crack a joke so my songs don’t seem so sad So no one walks out of my show Or I upset my dad, anymore A little humour never hurt anyone But It maybe stops some things from being Said or being done Who am I fooling for Who am I fooling Who am I fooling for Who am I fooling

Took the day off no one knew Couldn’t focus and I cried Looked the landlord up and I Burnt his house down in my mind Fantasizing about a gang Meeting at the creamery They got no homes to go to And nothing to lose And nothing to lose It’s feeling kinda cruddy And it’s feeling kind of fine You don’t have to worry if you’re out in time It’s never gonna happen if you keep on moving on Just keep telling myself that i’m not the one They sold the place we used to dance Changed the locks I’ve got a key I can’t even host a party in my house It’s too loud It’s feeling kinda cruddy And it’s feeling kind of fine You don’t have to worry if you’re out in time It’s never gonna happen if you keep on moving on Just keep telling myself that i’m not the one There’s no space for anyone So everyone just moves away I miss my friends I miss my dog I miss the times that I stayed home But whats the point in looking back So we just look at whats to come I think its looking pretty good Depending on how I wake up It’s feeling kinda cruddy And it’s feeling kind of fine You don’t have to worry if you’re out in time It’s never gonna happen if you keep on moving on Just keep telling myself that i’m not the one That I’m not the one

Theres a beach with white rocks I never been to it before I’m feeling pretty new here But I am from here I like that part Of being from somewhere small You find something new and It’s so exciting I fell in love And smoked more than I should My heart and lungs were hot And one of them felt good Caught up in caught out Insides coming through First time in my life I couldn’t keep a lie There’s sugar in the water Here I was thinking It would never get better My hand pulled closer Save the feeling Of being under Strange to think Of outsides coming in Awards for bravery Don’t mean anything Trophy cabinet Full of what could be I never won anything I wanted to win everything There’s sugar in the water Here I was thinking It would never get better My hand pulled closer Save the feeling Of being under I feel I won everything I feel I won everything I feel I won everything I feel I won everything There’s sugar in the water Here I was thinking It would never get better My hand pulled closer Save the feeling Of being under There’s sugar in the water Here I was thinking It would never get better My hand pulled closer Save the feeling Of being under Sugar in the water Here I was thinking It would never get better My hand pulled closer Save the feeling Of being under There’s sugar in the water Here I was thinking It would never get better My hand pulled closer Save the feeling Of being under